Monday, June 21, 2010

开学咯~
咳...

我又回到了我做工的岗位
又是无聊的一天...

在学校做babysitter
许多人都说
惠卿~你很好命哦!每天白拿工钱~
但是你们并不知道我的苦衷啊~

你们可知我有多么的闷吗?
每天每天就这样坐在班无所事事
又要面对那几个笨蛋
而且又没有权力骂人和打人

所以现在我都是睁一只眼闭一只眼
独眼龙
woohoo~~~白痴!

现在也只有电脑陪着我

电脑啊~电脑 

当初我舍痛
花了一笔钱把你给买下来

 还好你是有用的~哈哈哈!^v^



从现在开始
我必须独自一个人生活
必须习惯没有你的存在

但是
我做不到

不过
我不会告诉你

*我有多难过
难过得每晚独自一个人
以泪洗面
*我有多么的舍不得
舍不得你的笑声
舍不得你的温柔
*甚至会害怕你的不存在
怕到失眠


因为
我不想
到了你去读书的那段时间

我还是...你的负担



HOW?


how am i going to suit myself
without ur existance...?

ur existance oready is a part of my life 
even can say is my life supporter
and yet
u will be away from my side
for 4 years..

and the sea becomes the barrier 

i really scare a lot of things..
scare i will be weaker than now
weaker in everything..

i know the truth cant be change
bcos u go away for our future

so pls at least
owes remember tat ur " ben dan"
is waiting for u at here..

why no?

Friday, June 18, 2010

many of my friens asked me whether i've hav a blog or not..

i directly say...

NO..I DUN HAV~

WHY??

becos tis is the only secret place i hav..

 the place wher i can be myself without any burdens~

&

 i can say anything tat i think of without any concern

at here
~my little secret place~

 


DREAMS

to hav a dream is absolutely easy..
but to reach one is definitely a hard job.

some of the ppl out ther say:
"if u cant reach ur goal or dream,
its doesnt matter,
as long as u really fight for it,
tats the real success..
most important thing is the process"

for me
tis is jus a philosophy from those successful ppl
to console those ppl 
who cant reach for their goals
mentally

but still
in reality
the loser got nothing..
really nothing
except the 
consolation or humiliation

all those things didnt seems to help them in reality
wat they really need is
their dreams and goals
the achievement of something truly in reality
the way of survival in tis world

so the lesson for me is
start to live in reality instead of my dream's wonderful lands

tats the only way u can survive
and be the winner
in tis reality world



Sunday, June 13, 2010

我要跟全世界人说:
“我要变小富婆!!”
“我要无忧无虑地享受生活!”
哈哈哈哈哈哈!!

“大” 就留给我的爱人
让他做大富翁
哈哈哈!!
不好意思
 发神经了~
呵呵!








I WAN ALL OF U!!!
HAHAHAHA!!
U WILL BE MINE SOMEDAY!
YEAH~
NOW ON THE WAY TO MY GOAL~~~

Saturday, June 12, 2010

一周年


“一周年”对许多人来说是个非常非常重要的日子。
一周年,是事情发生满十二个月,从《月》升级为《年》的日子~
就因为是从(月)升为(年),人人都想尽办法去庆祝。
但是我呢…
就一个人躲在家里,哪里也不去,什么都不去想。
这是因为…他不在我身边…
我也只能够自我安慰说:
不要紧…只要有那个心意在…
慢点庆祝也无所谓~
只要他还是我的另一半就好了~